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untitled
02:09
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love on repeat
01:41
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heartsick keeps killing me
now say goodbye to my shattered heart
'cause you cannot feel my love
when everything fell apart
no one but you saw these scars
i refused to exist and i tried to leave
i tried to change my life but shadows caught up on me
we tried to keep alive every illusion, every promise
that made us forget
but trying wasn't the answer
i focused on my favourite colours but all i see is black and white
no place on earth is enough far away from you
i thought i'll make a difference but i am fucking weak
how strong can somebody be who never learned to live?
i'd rather have a heart of stone instead of a broken one
one day you will stop lying to yourself and miss the times we had
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fragments
03:34
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my life is full of sleepless nights and thoughts of letting go
but i still can't realize why it hurts me every time i see you, realize how much i need you
i can't smile anymore and my future seems like a black hole
i lit a cigarette and i write down my questions but i still have no answers for them.
i never thought that there will be a world without you and i will never forget you
i will never forgive you
i try to think about all the moments we spent
just to forget the cold reality.
my heart seems hopeless and i tried everything what brings me back to life
my world is falling into fragments and you're dancing on debris
i'm not who i used to be and the thoughts of regret are holding me back
it's hard to realize that i need to live alone
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to be alone
01:36
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cold heart
03:28
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never ever been blessed by life
my past is killing me time by time
this body is an empty shell
and i'm longing for feeling well
dreaming about a better place
just need a future without her face
take my life and hold it tight
i can't say why i would rather die
so i walk this path
leaving people i've loved
i'm just a living lie
which never learned how to love
i'm just a living lie
tear my heart apart
a cold heart for a cold world
like a strayed ship in the endless ocean
happiness is a luxury i can't afford
i'll leave from here, at least i tried
i'm losing my grip and i'm so scared, those fragments of my life are telling stories, i don't remember them anymore. i'm caught in this trap called presence and it's hard to say but i'm longing for feeling numb. i sit here, staring at these white walls crying and carving while writing these lines. words of heartbreak and the art of letting go. i cannot write about the life i'm living, it feels like i'm just writing and living. i tried to run away... but i never reached my goal. i will never reach my goal
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you
03:54
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my heart, it aches
and i still feel numb, since you've been away
countless phone calls, telling you how miserable
i am without you
accusations filling my mind
with every last word you said to me
you said you are proud of me
but why should i be proud of myself?
so many lines about you
we used to shine so bright
they're filling songs for you
but in the end there is no light
accusations filling my mind
with every last word you said to me
you said you are proud of me
but why should i be proud of myself?
why should I be proud of myself
when you see that i'm going under?
next time i see you, we start getting things through
next time i see you, i'll say „I love you“
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proud to be blind
04:02
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this world is fearing a ghost
i call him sexist, racist, homophobe
blind idiots don't want to face the truth
make them strong again then we'll have germany in 42
some fools forget about the past
and stand behind new leaders
judging people by their colours
today it's okay to be a selfish fuck
thousands of people fighting for
protection of the language
but what values language
when nobody's communicating?
these streets belong to us
we are the bond that you cannot break
we feel anger and rage
no fucking pasarán
eure kultur ist kein leben
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autumn kids. Germany
Wistfulness, despair, rage.
Friends who make music together.
Always Antifascist.
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